I was wondering a wandering. I am searching for meaning. I am life, I am youth, I am exasperating.
I am energy I am everyone. I am everything in one, I see I hear I know what you know but I know we do not know anything.
I am walking desperate in the desert wilderness, cactus-standing life like in the sun. I am a cactus standing in the world.
I am a piece of you and you of me but we are so far a part I see
a world of a thousands ideas separated by one.
I am leaning leaving everyday receding farther into my mind. I am leaving I am cleaving to the breast of my past.
I do not want to give up I want to understand. I want to stand I want to stand. I want to be like the empty-headed man
I want not to think to see what I see to believe what has so little reason.. I want to share but I want to run.
I am wondering a wandering slowly through earth
a rumble like a quake. My life like earth shakes everyday a million ways
We disturb the truth and bury it with lies
We are a terrible virus fighting against our own extinction.
We are all the same without distinction.
I stand on the precipice like Orpheus contemplating my ignorance, contemplating my curiosity
Like lot’s wife, I deserve my consequence
I accept it all… let my foolishness be salt.
Let my foolishness preserve.