Longing, confusion, desperation… confusion!
Drowning, Loving, Believing, bewildered… misunderstood!
Silence, anger, lust, longing! …confusion.
Tired, my eyes
Sleep, my heart
Beats, in my head
I think, I believe
I can’t see
what she sees
is not all me.
Light up my soul, my flame
burn me forever, burn away my shame
comfort me and I will cherish you
kiss me and I will bleed for you
love me and I will die for you
Shaking, convulsing, sweating, suffocating!… speechless…
deformed, unworthy of the brilliance that emanates within her
I can see her
but she can not see me.
I feel her but she,
she feels her,
she feels her own pain.
I try, I beg, I pray that someday
emerge from the blackness,
the magician, a sorcerer that can heal her hurt
and through her I will be resurrected a new
a new, simple, honest, man.