Why can’t I be that dumb?
to accept everything I’ve been told
I want to feel the joy they must have
to walk in total ignorance.
Let me be a smile
I want to pace my life through happiness
lace my breath with freedom
let me know what it’s like
to be so sublime you don’t even question
Where is their search for answers?
deductive reasoning is dead!
there is no space for thought
just lousy head
and weak orgasms.
I have given up on it all
rhyming is no longer worth the pain
words just make reality more severe
I am a witness to the ebbing of intelligence
to the reclusive hermit of understanding
I am road kill on the universal highway
space dust sniffed like powdered Hercules
causing a thousand dreams of Spring break and brightly colored women
breaking my body that much farther from my mind
The life has taken a turn for the worse
we no longer live to be full spiritually
we live longer to fill the stomach
the new heart.
where once we fed the heart in romance and beauty
we now stuff our stomach with excess and repugnance
and we feed our penises with diseases clapping like a million strains of
pleasure pimpled skin of insatiable dishonor.. insert your poison and any prop here.
I am so lost I don’t know who I am
I don’t even remember where I left my talent
… I once knew a way to please
I once understood these things
there used to be a joy in witnessing of futility
but now it seems that there is nothing new under the sun…
how shall I waste away the rest of these days….