I missed a day. I have fallen behind. It’s really hard to do this at the end of a school year when you are preparing for all these tests and you are trying to rebuild your life and make something of your self and allow your kids to feel normal. … *sigh* Ok, I am done whining. I owe you all two poems. Here is one! Between coaching track, and soon to be coaching baseball, I am burnt out. Poems seem to always fall to the side but I am going to persist. I will hit this deadline. … enjoy!
I’ve been waiting,
It feels like,
You are operating.
A funny bone
I have been waiting,
it scared her.
It’s stuck in my heart
This joke, this funny bone,
this … this universal, peaceful, purposeful, eternal, eventual ending.
This is what I have been waiting for
This is what I wanted but fear..
It’s a joke,
She’s a joke,
I’m a joke,
Because we see past the punch line
Where I leave her.
Be alive girl.
Out live it!
Survive past your own destruction.
I love but feel sick.
Believe, that truth can be so much more then anything you can see
Don’t walk way from all these dreams
Because you feel it won’t succeed.
It’s a joke how much we want to rip apart out chests to bleed
Let me see
Open up your self to me
I want to walk in.
I want to see!